what can u do when a person dont accept any apology
and is just a small lilttle thing
guys tends to be more sensitive than the girls nowadays
it really saddens me when u said u dunno.. u need time bla bla bla
all just because i said a little something?
u know what
just take ur time
if u really just cant get over the little something that i said about then just u know
am sorry and it was nice knowing you..
thats all i can say!
but i guess everyboday deserves a second chance..
as long as ur happy... im fine with anything..
take good care and hope to hear from you soon?
sigh
the world is changing!
cheers people!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
:'(
at times coming home as early as they expected me to be isnt that good afterall
a home which makes me felt like is no longer homeyyy.. a home filled with arguement
is just sad coming home at times.. that is why i always always always prefer being outwith friends or even alone..
a person who says everything.. everything just revolve around her which made me sick and tired of all this things thats going around..
sighhhh...
why is it all just happening when am the only one here..
maybe they just dislike me..
as i dont really listen to them
im sad
very very sad
it doesnt need to be raising of voice whenever we talk
cant we just talk properly and nicely for just once
urghhhh
wish i could graduate as fast as i can
i wanna leave here
i wanna be happy!
thats all i want for now!
:(
Sunday, November 1, 2009
the wedding
Date : 03.01.2009
Teik Hong & Bee Lynn
eldest daughter & the only child
the ooi's house.
it was basically painted red everywhere just for the wedding and new colour for year 2009 perhaps? mum's idea!
boring sunday :)
this boring sunday just made me felt like blogging!
mum is out with brandon
dad is out with grace
as for me... im home blogging! :D
so.. theres not much that happened this week, just the more interesting want will be the competition that few guys participated in, it was held at Chan Sow Lin.. somewhere near
JKR buliding or maybe it was in JKR building... ok anyhow it wasnt like the competition some participated in PWTC.. this is way more relax as theres not much people watching.
JKR buliding or maybe it was in JKR building... ok anyhow it wasnt like the competition some participated in PWTC.. this is way more relax as theres not much people watching.
the competition held for 3 days.. starting from thrusday till saturday,each day they will have to create 2 styles given by the organisers wayyy before.
there are alot more pics but im just quite lazy to upload all up.. and the reason why i happened to be there is that , i was there only for the last day :
shaunn called me at 6 in the morning asked me to save him, it was raining heavily at his place so he couldnt get to KL to meet up with jacky, so he called me and asked me if i could pick him up and drop him at the JKR place, so i said okays! so woke up, shower all la! its been awhile since i last woke up this early.. :P so how would u wanna repay my kindness? haha! so dropped them off, watched for awhile and left, headed over back there to pick them up at 4pm.. so became driver for a day! :(
first friend of mine getting a hair from me.. carmen jeow (just the fringe) & dylan
threesome~ dylan's hair was so thick, his head was so big, even my teacher said it without even touching it.. as for me i gotta touch and feel la! lol~
me and dylan - i just realised he looked like a pineapple.. :D no offence but yeah.. just a biit!
this was taken a week or two before, the PWTC's competition remember? done by ms yovy ling, tropicana beauty center
the winner - he has such great talent.. really.. it so pretty!
another category - another winner
Thursday, October 22, 2009
:)
its has been in my draft for quite sometime.. so i decided to publish it first and continue the next post with picturess.. :D
finally for once im home like this early after so many months..
its 8pm now and am already home finished dinner
i mean like i dont usually come home so early but today i just felt like coming home, : )
what more when mummy told me i have to be there for tonights dinner.
SO
hows everybody? hopes u guys are doing fine? : )
ok its been a week plus since my last post, theres nothing much that happened lately but theres some details which i feel like blogging bout.
last friday, sat, sun and mon was the beauty expo @ PWTC
attended the fridays want to show some support for our friend Ms Yovy Ling as she was one of those few that participated in the hair competition, i was suppose to participate as well but i gave up at the very last minute, i didnt even fill in the form as i dont really get much support from family and friends. : ) though she lost but at least she receied a cert and gain alot of experience. i bet if i were to compete witht he others, my hand will be shaking di, it was just scary at that point of time.
btw i was suppose to attend the monday want as well but things happened so decided to skip.
things there were really cheap, bought somethings for myself of course. nothing much to talk about the expo tho.. so thats it...
skipped class on monday, tuesday, thrus
saturday attended class which i shouldnt have, should have attended Dharubai's open house, i rejected the invitation as i thought i'd attend class and get a few customers but afterall it wasnt what i expected, did nothing, really nothing in class! regret!
went for charity located at semenyih on friday, turned a bob hair cut GIRL into a foundation 90 BOY, it makes me feel so bad and guilty for cutting her hair like that and turned her into a boy.. afterall i gave her a packet of skittles as an apology, sorry girl! please dont cry : )
me and him started talking back again. a little by a little. is a good thing tho. hope things will turn out well.
yesterday 21/10/09
pick me up from my home, dropping me at school and sending me home after dinner.
sweet!
enjoyed the night and honestly i had never been to that place.. its beautiful and a little cold but is all fine. thanks for the dinner! and thanks for everything! really did appreciate it tho i was quiet and tired. that was why i didnt really talk or anything, energy used up during class! sorreyh!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
bye bye!
guys can be really mean and harsh at times..
i realised i have to give up on u!
one hand doesnt clap, S!
now im awake
and
im giving up on you.. i deserve more than this.. i really do..
thought u'd appreciate me not more than a friend but just as a true friend..\
but u didnt... im so so so disappointed..
anyways.. i hope things will get somehow better.. just want u to apologise on what u said to me and i will treat u as a friend as before..
i might have been really naive and all but now i really am awake..
im sorry if i offended u.. in anyways.. i apologise
but just at least be a man and act out as a man.. dont hide or avoid..
i still love u and appreciate u even as a friend
now i believe in everyone that had warned me before..
even my sisters.. thank you so much
" guys are the simplest creature on earth, if they want something, they will try so hard to get/achieve it "
now that i've stepped into it and trying really hard pulling myself out from it, i got the advice from everyone...
so much that i care and love for you,
u never never appreciate it,
i regret!
dear you,
please at least let me know u appreciate me as a friend..
is better to gain than to lose..
im sorry on whatever i did to u! the act, the things i said
i really am sorry
much love,
steph :D
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