naive enough?

i really dunno i should call myself stupid? naive? easily get cheated by others? or what?

why am i still giving in things when i know there will never be anything in return..

why am i so stupid.. are u sticking to me just coz u know u can get almost everything from me?

sometimes i am really blur..

how i wish i could read ur mind.. know what ur thinking.. so i will know what to do

i always thought i can leave when the time comes but at last im yet with you again..

sighhh..

oh god.. please lead me to the right way..

am so blunt now.. i really am..

teach me what to do..

how i wish i could pull myself out from this..

which

am trying hard...

real hard...

:((