:)

its has been in my draft for quite sometime.. so i decided to publish it first and continue the next post with picturess.. :D

finally for once im home like this early after so many months..

its 8pm now and am already home finished dinner

i mean like i dont usually come home so early but today i just felt like coming home, : )

what more when mummy told me i have to be there for tonights dinner.

SO

hows everybody? hopes u guys are doing fine? : )



ok its been a week plus since my last post, theres nothing much that happened lately but theres some details which i feel like blogging bout.



last friday, sat, sun and mon was the beauty expo @ PWTC

attended the fridays want to show some support for our friend Ms Yovy Ling as she was one of those few that participated in the hair competition, i was suppose to participate as well but i gave up at the very last minute, i didnt even fill in the form as i dont really get much support from family and friends. : ) though she lost but at least she receied a cert and gain alot of experience. i bet if i were to compete witht he others, my hand will be shaking di, it was just scary at that point of time.

btw i was suppose to attend the monday want as well but things happened so decided to skip.

things there were really cheap, bought somethings for myself of course. nothing much to talk about the expo tho.. so thats it...



skipped class on monday, tuesday, thrus



saturday attended class which i shouldnt have, should have attended Dharubai's open house, i rejected the invitation as i thought i'd attend class and get a few customers but afterall it wasnt what i expected, did nothing, really nothing in class! regret!



went for charity located at semenyih on friday, turned a bob hair cut GIRL into a foundation 90 BOY, it makes me feel so bad and guilty for cutting her hair like that and turned her into a boy.. afterall i gave her a packet of skittles as an apology, sorry girl! please dont cry : )



me and him started talking back again. a little by a little. is a good thing tho. hope things will turn out well.



yesterday 21/10/09

pick me up from my home, dropping me at school and sending me home after dinner.

sweet!

enjoyed the night and honestly i had never been to that place.. its beautiful and a little cold but is all fine. thanks for the dinner! and thanks for everything! really did appreciate it tho i was quiet and tired. that was why i didnt really talk or anything, energy used up during class! sorreyh!

bye bye!

guys can be really mean and harsh at times..

i realised i have to give up on u!

one hand doesnt clap, S!

now im awake

and

im giving up on you.. i deserve more than this.. i really do..

thought u'd appreciate me not more than a friend but just as a true friend..\

but u didnt... im so so so disappointed..

anyways.. i hope things will get somehow better.. just want u to apologise on what u said to me and i will treat u as a friend as before..

i might have been really naive and all but now i really am awake..

im sorry if i offended u.. in anyways.. i apologise

but just at least be a man and act out as a man.. dont hide or avoid..

i still love u and appreciate u even as a friend

now i believe in everyone that had warned me before..

even my sisters.. thank you so much

" guys are the simplest creature on earth, if they want something, they will try so hard to get/achieve it "

now that i've stepped into it and trying really hard pulling myself out from it, i got the advice from everyone...

so much that i care and love for you,

u never never appreciate it,

i regret!

dear you,

please at least let me know u appreciate me as a friend..

is better to gain than to lose..

im sorry on whatever i did to u! the act, the things i said

i really am sorry

much love,

steph :D